realised.

hey. it has been such a long time since i last blogged right ?
im not schooling today so decided to blog(:
adek small birthday today . HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bisri :D
you know, to compare life now and last time,
which you think i'll prefer more? hah.
i may look happier now and smile more bud the fact is, i cried more than how i used to.
i felt more alone now than last time. yes, this is the fact. the fact that ive been hiding such a long time. this life now teaches me more abt sacrifices and what life is actually and even to the extend of cryingg everyday w/o anyone knows. no one to really share out with. sad right..
life last time was more to enjoy life. everyday i'll smile and laugh though i was sad. people arnd me that always brighten up my days. now, i dun have u people anymore. i dun see you loves anymore. sometimes i regret of choosing this path bud what can i do more right ? i just have to go thru it and persevere fr the best :D
no matter what happen, i still feel grateful for the life i have. fr the people arnd me. i love you people , still. despite im much more thinner now then last time, i'll still bear with this (: haha.
nomore that calling name "GEMOK!" ahahahhaa. nomore that chubby you know. i miss my old self. the time where all i do is laugh and laugh. i want it back !!! ahahaha. IMPOSSIBLE !
kay daaa daah. i know my princesess are always there for me. more than a family yeaaa. :DDDlove you girls. u girls will always here my says right ? we've known each other thus far.we'll make it to our dreams. take care oke. we'll meet up again one day .even if i know love was meant to be once,i'll make it up again fr the second time .