today went out (:
alot of thing in the head actually
so i decided to release those tights.
& it helps.
im super super calm now.
alhamdulillah.

i got this feeeling.
&& i love this feeling.
i dun want it to end.
HAHA !
only God knows ;D

he's coming back real real sooon.
woooos~
back kena chain.
free nomore. boooooo!

love ,

it happens every night.
again and again. it repeats.
im scared. i'll be all white and cold.
its like, it keeeps on hunting me to sleep.

i will wake up and find myself starring at the sky.
try to comfort myself to sleep bud ,
im tooo scared to fall asleep again.
those nightmares, it'll twirl my heart around.
why must it happen ?
if it happen once, i dun mind .
it happens almost every night.
i get too confuse and mix up maybe.
ohh, heal me please.

ibu and ayah will always console me.
they'll check on me every morning.
there's no abg with me.
i neeed you abg,
reallly. i neeed you so much.
at least be the someone to be there fr me every night.

though this heart is as stiff as a metal ,
i know you'll melt it one day.
though this love has yet to show,
it'll one day be reveal.
& if this fate was to end earlier,
i'll still be keeping this heart for only you.

wei, so bored liao.
really, nothing to do.
i never felt this bored before.
all i can think is, sleeeep -________-
nothing else better.

i want to go out ley.
heeesh. who want to go out with me ?
entertain my life ? ahhahaa.
if abg's here, he'll atleast make my day.

work's fine.. & like always,
there must be admire and adorn here and there.
bleaaaah. dun wish to even think abt it.
taknak layan pun(: no point.

you know, when abg takde,
the phone worth nothing to me.
i can even forgot to bring my HP to work. haiyo.
and when at work, i forgot that my phone was with a fren of mine.
tsktsssk.
& everyone at work will go ,
"hana hana. where's you mind now? that careless,clumsy hana. like always."
ahahahhaa.

ya hor, ive worked tooo hard these days.
for like 15yrs old girl ?
doesnt i ought to be studying right now ? hmmmm.
study time will sooon come for me.

he'll be back real soooon.
just a few days away. yay !
i misss you so much , syg.